There are some things that i couldn't help wondering : “why do good times ends so fast?” The smiling faces, those unforgettable memories, one of the Top 10 best moments of your life, and one last thing, someone who used to be special..
Wishful thoughts happens to linger in my mind . “How I wish time would to turn way back, where i belong in the smiles, the memories, the moments, the people or probably.. someone”.
But reality is harsh.. When the strong current of life keep pushing me to a different place, it left me powerless to defense but forcing myself to keep in peace.. And back to my current state, I know that I have to face it.. Every little thing changes, so do I..
We are walking in different paths and living in two exact opposite world that doesn't meet.. You have your new life, I have my dreams.. We still got a long road to go, till we settle on our perfect destination.. What's gonna happen will remain in silent darkness , coz the future is always a mist of fog..
Well, there were playful times when i sit and cuddle in the sweetest memories, basking in the happiness we once created for one another.. Knowing that it's all over, hopes for it to return in my life will only be haste.. So I am now trying to stand right up without you, not to forget you but keeping you in a little treasure box that will occupy a tiny section in my heart..
Why do you seem so unforgettable even after all these years?? One reason, It's not how long we have been holding on to our relationship but it's how much love and concerns we have shown to each other.. The feelings that no one could ever give me until somebody stepped into the picture and fulfill it.. It was YOU！
And yea , I hate to admit , but of all the guys you were still my favorite,, my only First Love ♥
But i think, i have loved you enough..
What is done,, IS DONE.. It's no use crying over split milk..
As for me, Life goes on.. :)
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