I'm The One Who Hold My Own Destiny！

As the saying goes, '“Every little thing happens for a reason..”
And yes, I hold no objection towards that..
In my perspective opinion, no matter those joyous moments, hardships you've been through, pain and confusions or even the slightest frustration, it all leads you to a better destination in life somehow.. More importantly, it has created who you are today, or even who you will be in the future..
There are times when everything seemed tough .
Each decisions you've make, each steps you've take, each smile you've faked, each tears you've shed, you just feel nothing is right.. You start to despise and degrade yourself, your confidence just fell rapidly to the lowest level.. Soon, you begin to doubt yourself or even, blaming your existence..
What is life? What do we live for? Why are we here?
For people like me, these questions probably once roamed in our thoughts..
You start searching for the answers and reasons but nothing come up in mind with satisfaction.. However, I sorta figured it out myself..
And my main keyword is, “yourself”..

♬ What is life (?)
With just one sentence, it is too broad to be elucidated in vivid but with one word, I guess it defined it all.. And it is, “Journey”. Life is a long long journey.. We are all sailing along with the tide across that big ocean.. Everybody is clueless what's ahead of them.. Another big storm, or a welcoming shore..

♬ What do we live for (?)
We live for this journey.. Our presence are the strongest evidence of this incredible journey,
that consist of the three most beautiful elements : Family, Love and Friendship.. These are all the things which make our ride seems worthwhile..

♬ Why are we here (?)
Now, that has kept me pondering for quite sometime.. There are times when I find it hard to sleep during solemn nights, the question “Why I am here?” popped up in my mind frequently..
Then I realized, I'm here to make a better one out of myself.. My goal, my dreams, my expectations are the reasons why I was brought here.. I'm holding the greatest and the most unpredictable obligation,, “My Future”.

I guess now I'm in the stage where I came to sense the importance of my future that has always been a fog.. Slowly dissolving the midst and making the path more visible, I know something beautiful is waiting for me right there..
By all means, the road is gonna be tough and i gotta be tackling with every little obstacles..
After all, to gain something, pain and sacrifices have to be made to have a true glimpse of how precious it is that was worth everything you did.. 
For the past nineteen years, I've laughed enough and I've cried enough..
Now that I haven't been using my brain or concentration for quite some time and I guess this is the right moment to make a good use and polish it up.. The beauty of the knowledge of a gorgeous girl is even more attractive than anything.. *for those who ever looked down on me in the past, this will be my sweetest revenge.. :p
I'm up for the challenge now..
Have a little faith and yes,, you can do it girl！ヽ(・ω・)人(´∀｀)ノ