~Life Is A Dance~

I Can't help it anymore . I'm suffering from Dance - dehydration .
Yes.. Yes.., dancing is my substitution for water , the element which keeps me alive .

A new vocab for my dictionary ! 

Dance de·hy·dra·tion (dahns dē'hī-drā'shən)

n.
-Excessive loss of dance from the soul or body parts , as from funky beat addiction or dance deprivation.


(LOL)


Everyone  always wanted to be a superstar.. Which kids doesn't ? Heh,,
I'm FOREVER dreaming of having my own stage one day, proving to people how good I really am.. Making them drop their jaws, gasp in awe, shouting for the incredibility of my dance, how much does it pay to see those faces like that??? Probably it costs a lifetime..

But for us, dancers, to watch us dance is to hear our hearts speak.. It is a kind of body language we use to signify the audience..


"DANCING WITH THE FEET IS ONE THING, BUT DANCING WITH THE HEART IS ANOTHER", Yes, I AGREE WITH THAT!


A perfect dance is performed with the combination of the heart and the steps..
One way to distinguish an excellent dancer is by looking whether he/she is dancing wholeheartedly..

If you're asking me why do i dance, it is an exact question as why do i breathe.. :p

YOU KNOW YOU'RE DANCING WHEN TEARS OF PAIN AND HAPPINESS BLEND IN WITH YOUR SWEAt, THAT IS THE TRUE SPIRIT OF A REAL DANCER.. :D

If i had the chance, I hope to try all different types of dance that ever existed..

LIFE IS A DANCE, FROM ONE STAGE TO THE NEXT..

I'm The One Who Hold My Own Destiny！

As the saying goes, '“Every little thing happens for a reason..”
And yes, I hold no objection towards that..
In my perspective opinion, no matter those joyous moments, hardships you've been through, pain and confusions or even the slightest frustration, it all leads you to a better destination in life somehow.. More importantly, it has created who you are today, or even who you will be in the future..
There are times when everything seemed tough .
Each decisions you've make, each steps you've take, each smile you've faked, each tears you've shed, you just feel nothing is right.. You start to despise and degrade yourself, your confidence just fell rapidly to the lowest level.. Soon, you begin to doubt yourself or even, blaming your existence..
What is life? What do we live for? Why are we here?
For people like me, these questions probably once roamed in our thoughts..
You start searching for the answers and reasons but nothing come up in mind with satisfaction.. However, I sorta figured it out myself..
And my main keyword is, “yourself”..

♬ What is life (?)
With just one sentence, it is too broad to be elucidated in vivid but with one word, I guess it defined it all.. And it is, “Journey”. Life is a long long journey.. We are all sailing along with the tide across that big ocean.. Everybody is clueless what's ahead of them.. Another big storm, or a welcoming shore..

♬ What do we live for (?)
We live for this journey.. Our presence are the strongest evidence of this incredible journey,
that consist of the three most beautiful elements : Family, Love and Friendship.. These are all the things which make our ride seems worthwhile..

♬ Why are we here (?)
Now, that has kept me pondering for quite sometime.. There are times when I find it hard to sleep during solemn nights, the question “Why I am here?” popped up in my mind frequently..
Then I realized, I'm here to make a better one out of myself.. My goal, my dreams, my expectations are the reasons why I was brought here.. I'm holding the greatest and the most unpredictable obligation,, “My Future”.

I guess now I'm in the stage where I came to sense the importance of my future that has always been a fog.. Slowly dissolving the midst and making the path more visible, I know something beautiful is waiting for me right there..
By all means, the road is gonna be tough and i gotta be tackling with every little obstacles..
After all, to gain something, pain and sacrifices have to be made to have a true glimpse of how precious it is that was worth everything you did.. 
For the past nineteen years, I've laughed enough and I've cried enough..
Now that I haven't been using my brain or concentration for quite some time and I guess this is the right moment to make a good use and polish it up.. The beauty of the knowledge of a gorgeous girl is even more attractive than anything.. *for those who ever looked down on me in the past, this will be my sweetest revenge.. :p
I'm up for the challenge now..
Have a little faith and yes,, you can do it girl！ヽ(・ω・)人(´∀｀)ノ

Life Goes On〜♪

There are some things that i couldn't help wondering : “why do good times ends so fast?” The smiling faces, those unforgettable memories, one of the Top 10 best moments of your life, and one last thing, someone who used to be special..

Wishful thoughts happens to linger in my mind . “How I wish time would to turn way back, where i belong in the smiles, the memories, the moments, the people or probably.. someone”.

But reality is harsh.. When the strong current of life keep pushing me to a different place, it left me powerless to defense but forcing myself to keep in peace.. And back to my current state, I know that I have to face it.. Every little thing changes, so do I..

We are walking in different paths and living in two exact opposite world that doesn't meet.. You have your new life, I have my dreams.. We still got a long road to go, till we settle on our perfect destination.. What's gonna happen will remain in silent darkness , coz the future is always a mist of fog..

Well, there were playful times when i sit and cuddle in the sweetest memories, basking in the happiness we once created for one another.. Knowing that it's all over, hopes for it to return in my life will only be haste.. So I am now trying to stand right up without you, not to forget you but keeping you in a little treasure box that will occupy a tiny section in my heart..

Why do you seem so unforgettable even after all these years?? One reason, It's not how long we have been holding on to our relationship but it's how much love and concerns we have shown to each other.. The feelings that no one could ever give me until somebody stepped into the picture and fulfill it.. It was YOU！ 
And yea , I hate to admit , but of all the guys you were still my favorite,, my only First Love ♥ 

But i think, i have loved you enough..
What is done,, IS DONE.. It's no use crying over split milk..
As for me, Life goes on.. :)