I'm Sorry, Thank You

Why am i always the one at fault ?

Why am i always the one who have to be the "terrible" one ?

Why am i tolerating all this ?

This girl , has a much more different concept with her own life .

Now that she's 18, she's at the peak of expecting more and more fascinating adventures going through her life.

Life was never a bed of roses . You can't just do things which suits your way .

Feelings comes by and flows like water current . It is impossible for you to grab hold of it at your own pleasure.

It was never easy for us both . Time proved it all .

You know yourself that you weren't the one that i wanted . you knew it . i knew it . Every one else knew it obviously .

For the knock outs that i've had , you knew what i am referring to , i thought i could endure and maintain the percentage of accepting you , but , nah , it couldn't last for long .

Maturity is the true charisma .

you tried ? But you took too long .

Go around and ask other 18 year old girls . What are the types of relationships that they will try to avoid ?

You and I , we got a totally different way of thinking . Two different world .

The reason I accepted you , was a mere feeling of touched and salute . Never had i experienced someone who's that insane bout me .

I , hate that my privacy is being leaked out by you , showing off to people that i belong to you etc.

I'm tired of trying to accept you already . I'm walking to a different path of my life . Don't wish to be tied up with all the pressures. I want freedom .

Perhaps i'm being awfully selfish . I'm not perfect , i never was .

And for the reasons i made up yesterday , it was just excuses .

I just wanna enjoy my remaining high school times with friends . No more lovey dovey stuffs .

Thanks for everything . really . Each and every effort you put in were really appreciated .

It was my loss to not cherish someone like you ~

Thank you , and sorry .