Senin, 04 April 2011

Who is Elisha?????

She is the kind of girl who is always smiling and loves to laugh......

If you are falling down, she will be right there to pick you up......

She is the one that always say "sorry", even if it's not her fault.......

Even if she is feeling like the scum of the earth, she will never let you know......

She is the girl who is afraid of "LOVE", because she has already lost SO MUCH......

11 Painful Things

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.

2. Reminiscing the good times.

3. Trying to hide what you feel.

4. Loving someone who loves another. :'(

5. Having a commitment with someone you know wouldn't last

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.

7. Loving a person TOO MUCH.

8. Right love at the WRONG TIME.

9. Taking risk to fall in love again.

10. Accepting that it was never meant to be.

11. What "if".. :')

31 Ways to Make A Girl Smile

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and
hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do
anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang
with your girlfriend all the time
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

20 Facts About Me

1. i am different .

2. i HATE receiving messages/calls from unknown numbers

3. most of people usually think that i'm a kind of mysterous, weird/freak, and autism girl.. -________-

4. i like good morning and good night messages =]

5. my future husband gotta own a private jet/lamborghini at least . muahahahahah

6. my feelings are so obviously written on my face .

7. sometimes prefer being alone , doing my own stuffs. 

8. i'm the world's most laid back and lazy girl

9 I love music no matter what.!! (especially classic music~)

10. though im a girly girl who loves white and blue, i'm actually interested and is keen on learning drum, air softgun, and Drifting with my big brother. =D

11. I love people who would accompany through the night when i can't get to sleep .

12. I can imitate Japanese accent .

13. i'm NINETEEN not NINE . ahahahaa

14. i have a very baby-ish voice . :3

15. i have an invisible world and a friend who can not seen by other people. ^________^

16. guys are too confusing for me . bhahahahahaha

17. i hate some indos here who claims and thinks they're CHINESE/JAPANESE.

18. i'm not arrogant . i just don't smile to people i don't know well .

20. LINDA IS MY BELOVED SISTER . LYRA IS MY CRAZYMATE ♥

My Love Definition

What is love ?
This 19th years old girl have been searching for the definite answer for it.
Though it seems a little young to realize anything about love, but i believe, this feeling do exist in each individual, no matter the age.

A little girl would always be imagining that her childhood sweetie pie would be the man she'd look upon as her future prince charming.

A school grader would always be hoping for just a sweet gaze or glance from the boy of her dreams ; the perfect hall hawker who just looks so cute even when he's just walking along the corridors.

A teenager would be one who is head over heels in love with her eye candy and looking forward in having a madly sweetest relationship that she ever longed for.

A lady, would be one who is seeking for her true love ,ready and trying to make a right choice in choosing a partner whom she will spend the rest of her life with .

A married woman , is someone who would sacrifice and put down all the fun she have had and start a family,giving the best for her husband and grow old with him.

Then, an old married couple, would only have one simple wish : being together at anytime even till their death beds, they're still smiling and holding each others hands.

If you asked me what the exact meaning of love is , i'll say:

Love is an affection. It is an emotion and a feeling that no words could describe. It is the chemistry that is built for two hearts that beats as one.

Love is a potion. It could hypnotize a person, making them feel that they're just right in everything they do even when it's wrong. So this is why people say love is blind.

Love is an algebra. You have to figure it out yourself for the definite answer.

Everybody has got their own type and standard of the opposite sex in their mind. In my case, i love guys who takes good care of me, having a great sense of humor, giving me the best sense of protection i ever wanted.Physically, i'd like him to be tall , good looking , clean , has a good taste on clothes ( or fashionable would be the word.lol), abs , omg .. i can't go on anymore =p . And for me, AGE MATTERS ALOT.

But whatever it is, you know you can't help yourself from falling for someone who's opposite like you, or doesn't fit in any categories nor criteria. Even if you tried to control back the feelings, you yourself knows that it feels undeniably atrocious lying to yourself.

I'm Sorry, Thank You

Why am i always the one at fault ?

Why am i always the one who have to be the "terrible" one ?

Why am i tolerating all this ?

This girl , has a much more different concept with her own life .

Now that she's 18, she's at the peak of expecting more and more fascinating adventures going through her life.

Life was never a bed of roses . You can't just do things which suits your way .

Feelings comes by and flows like water current . It is impossible for you to grab hold of it at your own pleasure.

It was never easy for us both . Time proved it all .

You know yourself that you weren't the one that i wanted . you knew it . i knew it . Every one else knew it obviously .

For the knock outs that i've had , you knew what i am referring to , i thought i could endure and maintain the percentage of accepting you , but , nah , it couldn't last for long .

Maturity is the true charisma .

you tried ? But you took too long .

Go around and ask other 18 year old girls . What are the types of relationships that they will try to avoid ?

You and I , we got a totally different way of thinking . Two different world .

The reason I accepted you , was a mere feeling of touched and salute . Never had i experienced someone who's that insane bout me .

I , hate that my privacy is being leaked out by you , showing off to people that i belong to you etc.

I'm tired of trying to accept you already . I'm walking to a different path of my life . Don't wish to be tied up with all the pressures. I want freedom .

Perhaps i'm being awfully selfish . I'm not perfect , i never was .

And for the reasons i made up yesterday , it was just excuses .

I just wanna enjoy my remaining high school times with friends . No more lovey dovey stuffs .

Thanks for everything . really . Each and every effort you put in were really appreciated .

It was my loss to not cherish someone like you ~

Thank you , and sorry .

True Confessions

The world keep spinning , and people keep changing .

Days are flowing , so does feelings .

Once it's over , what's the point of possessing?

What's left is just an empty senseless heart , now tell me if that seem satisfying ?

You were so aggressive , while something is slowly deteriorating .

Till you ever realize , the real thing has gone missing .

No matter how hard you chased , it just kept running .

It's no use catching it back , because it will never stop escaping .

To the greatest extent , it will never be returning .

If you hadn't been so childish , perhaps there's still a chance for hoping .

What's the point of procrastinating to change , when the reality rejects in proving .

I wished i weren't so harsh , so none of us will be hurting .

But you took the words for granted , till the rage in me is enforcing .

Probably sympathy was the only reason , that resulted me in accepting .

You yourself know the real truth , with who you've been so called "sharing" .

Rather than "sharing" , i would rather consider it bragging .

Not knowing what to tell and what to not tell , isn't it imprudently exaggerating ?

So the enjoyment you immersed yourself into , has it been entertaining ?

Your denials are too obviously fake , cuz the truths are revealing.

I shouldn't have been so naive , it was twice had i been too foolish into forgiving .

While in my impression , was a sweet guy who's always patiently waiting ,

Uncovering the true mysterious side of you seems to be wide shocking .

While bittersweet memories of your deeds is flashing ,

a conclusion ended was just hating .

My name has been ruined , the pieces are still accumulating .

Why would i ever end it this way , i kept wondering .

A lesson learned ; is what i hope to be hearing .